Emotions of a real man

By Loyd

What is Masculinity?

Is a question I ask myself

 I look in the mirror 

At my self

and ask 

“Am I masculine”

I have traits of a woman

I talk as I wanna be a woman

I feel like I wanna be a woman

Do I wanna be a woman??

Now I have to look 

Deep inside of me 

To see if i feel masculine 

To see if i view myself as masculine 

Do others view me as masculine

Do I talk with a hint of Masculinity 

I feel masculine 

I see myself as masculine 

So why deep down 

I don’t feel like im masculine

I’m supposed to be prideful

But I have sympathy 

I’m supposed to be tough

But I show vulnerability

I’m supposed to bottle up my emotions 

But I express it all the time 

Am I a real man

Or just a woman in a man body

Like a sheep in wolf clothing 

I am someone that I’m not